little linlin

weekend yang agak tak membusankan. pagi-pagi dah bangun. err jam 1200 still di kira pagi kan? iman call kacau mimpi aku. haiz... mimpi best kot.. takpa nanti try continue malam ni pula. as i woke up terus capai lappy, facebooking kejap.
the picture above was captured by sasan in tampin. but baru hari ini aku edit and upload di fb. then petang around 15oo kami keluar makan. lewat makan gara2 ling, jun and ang kee bangun lambat. perut aku dah macam buat concert metal hardcore dah tunggu diorang keluar.



skype dengan hubby yang terchenta petang tadi!
-melepaskan rindu di dada.

muncul kembali

time : 0300

venue : room (kepala batas)

agak lama di situ.. sejak bila aku stop buat blog aku pun lupa dah.. maybe start dari berukband aku buat hal dulu ++ bz with my life. many things happened through out the times and i try my best to cope with it. erm2.. macam biasa lewat2 malam baru dapat blogging. tak dapat tido dari tadi because suddenly he is missing. i keep calling but no answers from him.

dear,

u sangat aneh la, kenapa tiba2 hilang?

u kata u watch movie with ur 'nazir'

but dalam masa yg sangat singkat u

dah tak reply my msg. i keep calling u

pun tak da jawapan.

untuk menenang kan hati (think positive- maybe he fall asleep)

penat dengan extra class dari 0800-1700. tapi what happen to your

movie and nazir?? aishhhh stop thinking bad about him! choi!

to my friends ling, junjun, ang kee,

wo hen kai xin plays 'poker' together just now. =P

akma tolong ketawa saja memandang kan dia tak pandai main. ngee

well then, tomorrow is off day (sunday) so i don't need to bother about the times

(masa itu emas)

-stop from writing for a while

*excited-got a call from him

SAH DIA TERTIDO while watching the movie just now (legend office)-entah la muvi apa tuh.

tengah on call tapi tangan still menaip.

digi easy free call to 3 buddies , tak tahu la berapa bulan pulak tahan

before this we are using digi campus for about a month kot then kena tukar ke digi prepaid

pape jela... the most important things here dapat gayut 24hours

hahahaha gila kan? kami memang gila..

aku kat kepala batas buat praktikal kat sini. kena stay sampai dua bulan so da habis sebulan kat sini and still tinggal another one month to go. chayok2!!

-to be continued

tomorrow.

nak gayut dengan chenta saya.

happy fasting!

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN!!

agak bz untuk update blog. =)

mari berpuasa!

KAWAN BILIK

this is my roommate. names siti zulaikha ronalds! hihi... a very kind hearted person.
tahap kesengalan kurang sedikit. sangat2 loyal ngn boifren dy. ngeeee tak boleh tulis banyak2 sal dy nih sbb dy pun da blog. kunk aku kena sembelih ngan dy. hihi
kami minum teh orang kampung sama2 semalam. nasib baik tak masuk toilet pun sama2. tapi memang terbaik la!!!! jum kita teruskan dengan misi kita ika!!!!!

chenta

chenta saya sangat sweet +++ chumil.. hehe

i love u chenta.

sedih sangat hari ni.. sangat2 la sedih sebab tak dapat gayut ngan chenta macam hari2 yang lain. semua gara2 DIGI sial. sekarang chenta dah tidur, tak dapat nak dengar dah bunyi2 pelik contoh berdengkur. hohoho....tak pun kadang2 chenta mengigau kadang2 chenta merapu-rapu. hahahaha sumpah lucu. chenta!!!!! i mish u!! minta kawan awak doraemon cepat kan masa chenta! boleh kita jumpa!!! aishh lambat lagi nih boleh jumpa! esok weekend rasa macam nak jumpa chenta. tapi jauh..... T_T

swear i mish u.

our photo during sem break. chenta datang cuti di rumah saya. (cuti la kunun) hehe..
i mish every moments we had spent together chenta!

OH DIGI SIAL!!!

here aku nak fuck fuck fuck digi million times!!!

how could you ( digi campus yang bajet free ) changed our status plan without notices us first!

oi digi!!!! why suddenly you changed our status plan????!!!! why??? ( dasar meniri kan pengguna )

DIGI CAMPUS ---->> DIGI PREPAID

haish!!! aku betul2 marah. if not because of our status have been change dah lama aku still gayut2 ngan chenta aku. oi oi oi oi oi change back our plan status bodoh!!!

aku nak report kat pejabat consumer.

ini nama nya menipu!

chenta call digi,

alasan status plan kami di tukar : bergayut lebih dari 100mins.

oiii before ni cakap after tolak rm2 kami da boleh bergayut 24hours.

unfair ni..

first promotion kata lain after client da guna kata lain.

nak jadi keling ka???

dasar digi betul.

aku nak bakar markas digi!!!!!!!

bodoh gila digi ni!!!!

chenta!! jom boikot digi!!!

it is also known as taikgi! (taik+digi)

p/s : DONT EVER TRUST THIS BLOODY IDIOT DIGI!!!!

SORRY!!

i'm sorry chenta

gara2 semalam tak contact.

tidur pun alone without him.

pagi2 in the class tak dapat tahan

then i text him "fuck you"

suddenly he replied he was in hospital.

i'm so shock and feel very guilty.

i thought he was lying but the truth it is still truth.

i'm sorry because of me you need to go through all of this things.

=(((

i feel very bad.

(cepat2 la habis period!!! taknak jadi emo2! i really cant control it!)

but in evening,

you make me sad again...

i was crying while eating because of you..

cakap nak makan sama2 tapi awak turun main bola tampar.

saya beli nasi goreng sebab nak makan sama2 ngan awak.

tapi awak tak ingat. awak tinggal saya macam tuh aja.

*sedih*

it should be "fuck you"

fuck you means fuck me.

aishhh.... i totally not in a mood to do everything!

kenapa?? maybe sebab my hormone level is not stabil bermaksud i having my menstrual right now.

at 1 point i can really change myself and become a berserk. ( its for real girls. try to believe me. )

but dear,

i really hope you can deal with it. ( can you??? )

can i expected something like that from you?

i guess nope because you already make me feel macam mahu lempar2 mobile phone saya ni.

im sorry but i really cant handle it. its way beyond my capabilities.

i just wish we can happy together. tapi bak kata orang tua hidup tak selalu nya manis.( aih ada ka peribahasa macam ni??? hahaha )

nvm,

by right saya try to take it.

or maybe i need to do something that can make me more happy =))

wooow tulis blog sambil makan kek pisang cicah hot milk!

ouh! sekarang jam 0234,

my housemates semua dah tidur dan aku macam burung hantu ni baru bangun dari tido jam 0100 tadi.

ouh lupa!! my purpose bangun ni nak study for this becoming test!!! it should be on friday.

then i should get myself to study now!!

bye.

NIGHT

i just miss you................

*finish*

WE ARE FRIENDS

student nurse yang paling "baik"

yeah we do love each others!!!

we shared our food together even i was sick, ( if i got tb 4 sure u guys pon dapat, dun even scared kan??? cross infection tuh!!!)

we shared our money together when we 'pokai'. ngeee.....

we be aim together by our lecturers, ( bcoz we are 'good girl' but aku la yang paling baik jarang ponteng class compared to kamu dua. hihi watch out ko jira because ko suda dapat warning letter dari miss haryati ).

we go enjoys together when we sad. ( cuma aku tak wit sekali korang. haha )

then, why not my fwens Cassandra Debbie Asri and Siti Nadzirah we die together..... hahahaha....

i love both of you!!!!!

si sasan yang memahami,

sasan : ko gado sama iman?

me : mana ko taw?

sasan : tuh muka ko macam babi..

me : hahahahaha.. ko taw jak kan.

sasan : mesti la.

si jira yang sengal,

jira : eeeee geram!!! maw geget!!!

me : oi oi oi jangan geget aku!!! gilak!!!

sambil jira tarik2 tangan aku maw geget. tangan aku tolak2 kepala dia menahan dari kena geget tapi si gemuk nih kuat. aku kena jugak geget. selama beberapa minggu aku kena geget di dalam kelas jadi aku tukar position ngan si san. hahaha oooo ngan san ko xmaw geget eh jira!!!!! sama aku jak kan??? babun betoi...

JIRA

SASAN

BUAH HATI

buah hati kesayangan. saya sayang dia. hanya orang yang cute boleh da dalam hati saya. hihi

everyday he will keep remind me that " he loves me so much "

Muhammad Nur Iman si chumil saya!

S U N D A Y M O R N I N G

ONLY BORING PEOPLE ARE BORED!! haha... so what?? im used to be a boring girl. what a big deal?? tengok header pun dah taw.

sangat pelik habit aku yang macam minta puji ni bila aku hari2 bangun awal pagi.every day after 7 am aku akan terjaga. pergi toilet,BO ( my bowel patterns every morning) ,gurgle (Listerine terbaek),wash my face ( without facial foam ) , when i talking about toilet i just want to let you know that our lampu toilet still cannot functioning!!!! oi pakcik yusop bila hang na mai buat balik lampu toilet nih??? dekat tiga bulan aku mandi,basuh kain,berak,kencing,cuci muka,gosok gigi,kumur dalam gelap kot.... $%$%%^$%#%#$^&%*^

sumpah bengang!!al maklum la kami tak pandai na pebetoi sendiri natang tuh. hundred times da p report haram na mai pebetoi. jangan sampai i jadi berserk!! haha

hari ini hari ahad.. every passing weekend should be very boring unless my buah hati come and visit me!! we will spend time together, ketawa teruk2 sama2, i kacau u u kacau i, u lari2 sebab kena geletek ngan i, u geget2 i without any reason... sumpah i miss u dear... you should be my best friend i ever had because you know me well and i cant even lying a single things to you. so im not suppose to be a good liar. =P

im wondering if you also feel the same ways dear! oh!!!! you do!!! i know you well buah hati.

here i am stuck all alone in my room.. aku jealous!!!!! dari semalam hafiz dengan akma... waaa.... i nak u i nak u!! i mish u!!! pagi2 akma bangun and masak untuk hafiz because his going back today. oh so sweet you know! aku sangat2 jealous!! T_T

this is another story, flu and cough masih sama.. tak baek2!!!! why??? seminggu dah kot...

yesterday my suptum contain blood..tapi aku tak surprise pun because that night aku batuk sangat teruk. no wonder la pagi2 suptum aku ada darah.

in the lab

friday

C I : whose that girl just now??? Ross.... Rosssma..... (she cant even pronounce my name..ggrrr)

before i went to get cross for bone marrow puncture i done with taking blood specimen so this clinical instructor who conduct the procedure had said something about me to the others. ( akma told me yesterday)

friend : Rosmazlen miss..

C I : yes she is.. ask she to see a doctor. she cough so bad. maybe got something. the sound of her cough also different. its not a normal coughing.

friend : shout at me.. linnnn!!!!!!!!

but i just ignored it because aku too focus on bone marrow puncture.

so semalam aku keluar pergi kedai kejap beli ubat batuk cap ibu dan anak.

haishhh..... tiba2 ja lapar.. nak pergi mam kejap la!!!!

i need to wear mask to prevent cross infection.

STREET PARTY by Nilai College United Society

here some photos taken during that night. July 28 2010
(hehe sorry i was took this photo from NCUS fb)

they are nursing students! you are rock my fwens!!!

her moves was killing us!

in this pic me sasan and jun. tangan aku macam minta api.

they were totally wet because of the water sprinkles.

we are sabahan rox! hihi sasan, jira, me n junior

the 'rapper'

that was our president 'Hosea Ross Mukri'. thank him.

kandang rumah pondok

woooo... woooo.... good morning. its almost 4am tapi mata aku cam berat lagi na tidur nih. ok the picture up there is nothing to do dengan blog aku hari ni. im having flu right now plus2 batuk sekali. damn fucking hate!!! dah berapa hari im not feeling well nak kata x makan ubat aku cam makan ja and 1 more thing!!! ada ulcer kat gusi aku!!! eeeuuuwww... cubaan memberus gigi dengan cepat telah menyebab kan gusi aku yang macam sihat nih luka!!!! waaa.... what a bad day! everything going to be wrong dengan sore throat lagi then aku macam kena stop taking my nyawa. then skarang tinggal body without nyawa, mayat hidup la namanya!

whole day class tadi cuma lab practice and aku macam cuba untuk dapatkan cross sebanyak yg mungkin.

semua procedures macam *tuuttt* ..then tadi macam cuba practice ambil darah dekat tgn jira tapi failed!!!! sux! im sorry jira T_T

so membabi la aku dlm lab sampai jam 5 baru pulang.

ouh!!!! i almost forgot!

last nyte, i went to street party with my friends..

OMG! (starting song for rnb) it was fucking fun.

this event student college ak jugak yang buat.

as a member club aku pun pergi la support

tapi macam ouh party sabahan aja.

we dance at car park in the college dengan water sprinkles around us. ( semua WET )

erm2 not bad... we have a great time last night. i hope event macam ni akan ada lagi.

ouh aku macam nak cakap nursing students are the best!!!! beraksi dengan liar that night especially kawan2 aku. hehe nama pun nursing student mesti lah semua kawan aku.

the party over around 11 sumthing aku lupa la... sebab our president si hosea takut kami semua tak attend class arini. hahaha... tak da makna nya hosea. finish about party.

mama i mish u badly =((

nak call tapi macam da terlalu late sangat nih..

damn.. i should get myself to sleep now otherwise i will get "love letter" tomorrow.

* notification letter* i got once last sem and the letter straight go to my home!!!

then,

my mobile phone memekak sebab dia nak suruh mama plak membebel because surat cinta dari college sampai rumah gara2 ponteng class. jadi pengajaran nya cuba2 lah rajin kan diri pergi class. hahaha

( tapi macam niat tak nak pergi class) hehe =P

enuf.

RINDU

walaweh, lamanya aku tak berblog ni.. what is really happen? jangan tanya. maybe sebab terlampau banyak stalker yang macam tak ada kerja lain nak buat. nama pun 'stalker' so paham2 sahaja la. It almost 3am tapi aku tak tidur lagi. tiba2 aja rasa na bukak natang blog nih.

tadi sempat lagi baca blog sendiri dan rasa tersangat la lama tak update blog nih. so i already in semester 2 and macam aku da start class about 3 weeks ago. before that aku berholiday about 1 month kat rumah. that means ' HEAVEN '. aku macam nak nanges bila masuk sem 2 sebab subjek susah and aku langsung tak boleh fokus dalam kelas. kenapa?? sebab aku asyek kena geget ngan jira. hehe kiddin dear =)

haha i was laughing when i read back my previous blog post sebab i was scared about the final. so the result already go to my mum =))
on that day, i was so surprised because i can scored in final. my pointer was just like 3. and above. macam tak silap aku 3.87.
dalam2 surprised tuh ada jugak tak puas hati sebab psychology aku B. after that baru aku sedar bahawasanya assigmnent itu sangat2 la penting dan ia sangat2 membantu for final exam.

dan setahu aku esok pagi2 aku da test medical and surgical nursing II. tapi aku still wonder apa yang aku buat lagi nih. tak tidur dan tak study. jadi esok aku nak jawab apa? jawab blog and facebook dalam test? huhu....
then dengan ini, aku nak melabuh kan tirai buat sementara waktu =PP

gud nyte!

STRES S STRESS STRESS

fuck off. fuck off. fuck off.
pigi mati suma. suma budu! moron!

for the 1st person : dun worry i will pray for ur death!!!!
2nd person : i will make sure u will always suffering! u neva kno me rite!

si dia

kenapa u tiba2 muncul kembali setelah luka i hampir terubat (versi jiwang)

fux u budu!!! kenapa baru skarang u na cari i blk?? ( versi mengganas)

aku bingung la sial!!!

RIBBON WEEK! COME JOIN US.

library

venue : library nilai college
time : 1534
purpose : waiting for nazirah


aku dalam library nih. sambil tunggu nazirah aku on9. si nazirah pergi resit test anatomy 1. jadi aku kena tunggu dia kat sini. aku taip sambil cover2 sebab aku menggunakan pc library. hahaha..... keyboard pon berhabuk xtaw la aku berapa usia pc nih. kenapa xguna lappy sendiri ja? sebab........ lappy aku charger rosak! kebetulan gila... sasan nya charger meletup na.gila. adesss... busan nih aku. tadi aku da cuba study..tapi mata aku macam suruh aku pergi tidur. di mana lah aku na tidur dlm library nih. jadi aku tersinggah di pc nih. hahaha... na balik tp aku na pergi giant jap g ngan si nazirah. al maklum lah stock suma da habes. huhuhu.... nah.. malas aku nak taip da nih. dari tadi g bunyi keyboard aku ja. hahaha... gila. chow..

SABTU YANG BUHSAN

wau! linlin bangun awal this morning! zzzzzzzzz

jam9,telefon bimbit aku memekak pagi2,

iman : wake up wake up yg, its raining here.. me sejup.

linlin : why last night you never give me a call? i ask you to wake me up after 15mins i sleep.

iman : b xsanggup yg.

last night,i fall asleep about 2215 , thats the only reason why i can woke up so early today. if not jam 1500 baru aku bangun. its true! hehe

so sekarang aku membabi sorang2+ kelaparan di dalam rumah ni sebab yang lain semua tido lagi. zzzzzzzzz

ouh facebook! kenapa dari tadi aku xboleh nak connect ngan facebook nih!

dari tadi lagi!!! buhsan cam babi da aku kat sini. balik2 winamp menyanyi kan lagu yang sama against me= sink,florida,sink. i think about hundred times already this player keep playing the same song. why?? because im so lazy to change new songs. hehehe lately, aku sangat2 jadi pemalas. petang pun aku tido ja. xtau kenapa.

against me : sink,florida,sink

Not one more word tonight

between here and there

We'll put a distance the size the ocean

so now this heart can beat a skipping rhythm

As the cadence carries me

I almost drift away

far enough to forget

but when it comes you cannot hesitate

and when found i will write

an account and seal it in a an envelope

addressed to your last known residence

Whoaaaa.

whoa - oh - oh - ah - ohhh

woah - oh - oh - ah - ohhhhh

woah - oh - oh - ohhhhhh

And we sink, and we drown

and what is lost can never be found

well these arms did swim,

until the lungs pulled in

panic was lost in a deep understanding

that you will see what is wrong with everything

what is wrong with you and me

they make all the right reasons to fuck it up

you're gonna fuck it up

Whoaaaa.

whoa - oh - oh - ah - ohhh

woah - oh - oh - ah - ohhhhh

woah - oh - oh - ohhhhhh

last last last night,

sasan : lin mari kita cari kod walking is still honest(against me)

linlin : jum! nanti aku on lappy. aku ada simpan lirik lagu dia sana.

sasan : bha....

after 5 minutes later,

sasan and linlin..... ternganga(mulut cam minta lalat masuk)

sasan : susah

linlin : bha2

sasan and linlin still blurr

suddenly, telefon bimbit san masuk message. then,

sasan : lin ko taw lagu sink florida sink

linlin : budu! tuh lagu yang ko balik2 maw bunuh diri klu dengar tuh.

aku pun, not 1 more word tonight between here and there.....

sasan: itu lagu?? zzzzzz

linlin : jum!

sambil san pegang guitar acoustic, sambil dia mencari kod.

after 10minutes, everything is done! ngeeee....

selepas itu winamp aku hari2 keluar kan bunyi yang sama.

ok dari tadi aku mencarut apa pun aku xtau.

sasan bangun bha!!!! aku buhsan nih sorang2!!!!

im starving right now! so now, im going to eat maybe i need to go out and find some food to eat.

21/05/10

its been a while that i wrote anything in my dear blog,

erm...today was the last day me in tampin hospital.

its just like a few days ago i was here but now i need to leave tampin and going back to nilai.

err going back to nilai means 'worst' and i will go through my hard days.

why?? because final exam is just around the corner and i did not even touch any note yet.

1st impression of mine being here was wrong because now i did not want to leave

this sweet home and sweet ward. theres a lot memories that was create here and everything was ended and started in tampin.

ouh, this picture was captured early in the morning by wada when we were waiting for the van and as you can see at the back of us is our current house.

this is my beloved clinical instructor, madam rahimah.

this picture was captured in kfc. maadam rahimah treated us kfc!!!! we love you madam!

last night

sasan : lin ko taw ka td tuh merupakan kali terakhir ko iron bj d tampin nih.

aku macam adesss......

sedih ni aku. macam aku tak nak tinggalkan tampin. padahal yg lain2 semua bersuka ria dan tak sabar2 nak tinggal kan tampin. kesian tampin. hahahaha

mungkin sebenar nya aku tak nak menghadapi FINAL EXAM!!!

adesss.....

kenapa la kau still nak nafikan lagi lin!

life must go on!!!!

we need to face everything that comes towards us!

even it is a FINAL EXAM!!

ouh man! im fucking scared!

final final final final final final

about two weeks to go then i will seat for my final!!!

zzzzzzzzzz........

ok...forget about the final or else i will get crazy soon.

WARD 4 ( male ward)

everyday i on duty in this ward. this ward was the best ward than others. its maybe because of the staffs there. they are really kind and willing to teach me everything and they also have a great sense of humor. its different things comes to female ward because the staffs there was quite fierce and very demand. oppsss im sory... i did not really mean it. but maybe its the truth.

so my CI had decided that we only need to stay in ward 4. =)) then my days always full with happiness. i would like to thank everyone that always stand with me and make my life cheerful!

and for now i want to excuse myself because im really hungry and i want to continue finish my kfc!!!

ngeee~~~

him

ini nur iman saya. dia student medical assistant. sekian.

im working on afternoon shift this week so i dont really have a time to update my blog.
=)

mood : super duper happy =))

Thank for brighten my life

i never miss to curve a smile on my face.

im so gratefull because i know u.

I PROMISE AND I WILL

Mood : Happy =)))

AGAINST ME- Borne On The FM Waves Of The Heart

No, it's not what we meant to say.

We don’t really love each other.

What happens when the summer’s over?

How long before distance becomes a chore?

I'm approaching with great, great trepidation.

I hope you’ll understand.

Before you speak think about what you're trying to say.

Who else is there to blame for miscommunication?

You're getting caught up in the excitement.

You making promises you can’t keep.You need to leave all your options open.

Too much momentum.

This room feels like it's going to explode.

Too many angles.

Too many factors to cover.

Waiting for signal.

You're searching for network.

You have to fight to stay in control of the situation.

Anxiety, Anxiety you give me no mercy.

Grind my teeth smooth and flat in my sleep.

We took some pills to calm us down.

Then we needed help to come back up.

Just trying to stay in control of the situation.

Too much momentum.

This room feels like it's going to explode.

Too many angles.

Too many factors to cover.

Waiting for signal.

You're searching for network.

You have to fight to stay in control of the situation.

They fall apart so easily.

Too much momentum.

This room feels like it's going to explode.

Too many angles.

Too many factors to cover.

Waiting for signal.

You're searching for network.

You have to fight to stay in control.

You have to fight to stay in control.

No, you don’t have to fight to stay in control of the situation.

im fucking hate you

i got so many problem here and i fucking dont know how im going to continue my life here. im always know someday our relationship will end because of me. im fucking love you until i cant thinking rationally right now. im fucking high and i never used to it. i cant feel anything right now because my head was so dizzy untill i cant see every alphabets on my keyboard. im just started to typing all the shit here because i dont have anyone to talk bout it. how im going to release my stress unless you talk to me and give me the reason why we should end our relationship. we used to be happy together before and we used to ignore everything that came towards us. we fight everything and we conquer all our feeling to be a happy couple. im fucking damn crying all the time because of you. why you never consider my feeling and my fucking problem. its all about my life and im hope that you will always understand me but everything that i expected from you was never true. you leave me hanging in the middle of nowhere. you decided everything before you talk to me first.

' sit together and slow talk' (someone had said it before)

but you never want to listen me.

nevermind starting from now i will be a heartless person. i swear is true.

sorry because i hurt you and thank for everything.

haha t' emosi la plak minah nih. jgn percaya with every single words thats come from me. sebab aku tipu ja tuh. (yaka?)

D R U N K

IM DRUNK BECAUSE OF U

IM GET SICK BECAUSE OF U

IM VERY HURT BECAUSE OF U

IM REALLY PAIN BECAUSE OF U

BUT U...

JUST IGNORE ME AND ASK ME TO GO DIE SOMEMORE

L O V E

DO WE NEED LOVE???

YES!!!!!

BUT FOR NOW IM PREFER TO LOVE THIS MORE THAN

EVERYTHING! =))

ask me for :

1. fall in love with cigar

2. fall in love with ' human'

which 1 is better????

linlin will reply : is better if im sick because of 'cigar' because is more pain100 when the person who you are love hurt u.

i want to be super extremely thin!!!!!!

lately, dlm kepala otak macam : aku nak kurus. aku taknak makan. aku sangat sangat nak kurus.

Put no other task above getting thin. Make a commitment to exercise, any exercise. Make a commitment to diet, any good diet will do. No, i don’t need the next guru diet book. No, i don’t need to fly to the Bahamas to shop for groceries. No i don’t really need a gym membership.

i just need i. i need a dedicated mind. i need massive weight loss desire. i need to be willing to sacrifice now to have what i want later.

but can i manage it? can i look slim and let other people do shut their mouth from talking about me?? stop them from saying ' lin u look more chubby now' or stop them from shouting 'linlin is fat now!!!' do you know guys, i really get sick and depressed when i heard someone said something like that to me. i dont know what is going wrong with me. but i really cant stand with it. so here i try my besh to loss weight.

before that check my daily routines :

* practical(morning or evening shift)

*online

*shower and wash uniform(without washer machine)

*sleep

almost everyday i will end my day with this activities. i cant find the right time to do exercise and its hard for me to find a balance diet here. how im going to loss my weight???!!!!!

i dont want to be an aneroxia [Anorexia nervosa is a psychiatric illness that describes an eating disorder characterized by extremely low body weight and body image distortion with an obsessive fear of gaining weight. Individuals with anorexia nervosa are known to control body weight commonly through the means of voluntary starvation, excessive exercise, or other weight control measures such as diet pills or diuretic drugs. While the condition primarily affects adolescent females, approximately 10% of people with the diagnosis are male.Anorexia nervosa, involving neurobiological, psychological, and sociological components, is a complex condition that can lead to death in the most severe cases. ]

somebody! can you fucking tell me how im going to loss weight and how to slow down my tyres factory from getting produces more and more spare tyres??!!!

kaya la makcik ni duk jual tyres spare part hari2. nak beli kat makcik?? makcik bagi diskaun.nak tak???!

*geezzz* its really *********

ok this is how i look like :

gmbar jauh nampak kurus tapi hakikat nya.................rumah tuh pon hilang kalau aku berdiri depan2.(tipu tp betul)

gig for this coming weekend at cherating terengganu.

he ask me to come along.

i will my dear =))

hati berkata : tak jauh sangat ke sampai nak pi ganu. isnin aku kerja kot.