i want to be super extremely thin!!!!!!

lately, dlm kepala otak macam : aku nak kurus. aku taknak makan. aku sangat sangat nak kurus.

Put no other task above getting thin. Make a commitment to exercise, any exercise. Make a commitment to diet, any good diet will do. No, i don’t need the next guru diet book. No, i don’t need to fly to the Bahamas to shop for groceries. No i don’t really need a gym membership.

i just need i. i need a dedicated mind. i need massive weight loss desire. i need to be willing to sacrifice now to have what i want later.

but can i manage it? can i look slim and let other people do shut their mouth from talking about me?? stop them from saying ' lin u look more chubby now' or stop them from shouting 'linlin is fat now!!!' do you know guys, i really get sick and depressed when i heard someone said something like that to me. i dont know what is going wrong with me. but i really cant stand with it. so here i try my besh to loss weight.

before that check my daily routines :

* practical(morning or evening shift)

*online

*shower and wash uniform(without washer machine)

*sleep

almost everyday i will end my day with this activities. i cant find the right time to do exercise and its hard for me to find a balance diet here. how im going to loss my weight???!!!!!

i dont want to be an aneroxia [Anorexia nervosa is a psychiatric illness that describes an eating disorder characterized by extremely low body weight and body image distortion with an obsessive fear of gaining weight. Individuals with anorexia nervosa are known to control body weight commonly through the means of voluntary starvation, excessive exercise, or other weight control measures such as diet pills or diuretic drugs. While the condition primarily affects adolescent females, approximately 10% of people with the diagnosis are male.Anorexia nervosa, involving neurobiological, psychological, and sociological components, is a complex condition that can lead to death in the most severe cases. ]

somebody! can you fucking tell me how im going to loss weight and how to slow down my tyres factory from getting produces more and more spare tyres??!!!

kaya la makcik ni duk jual tyres spare part hari2. nak beli kat makcik?? makcik bagi diskaun.nak tak???!

*geezzz* its really *********

ok this is how i look like :

gmbar jauh nampak kurus tapi hakikat nya.................rumah tuh pon hilang kalau aku berdiri depan2.(tipu tp betul)