Friday, April 30, 2010

AGAINST ME- Borne On The FM Waves Of The Heart

No, it's not what we meant to say.

We don’t really love each other.

What happens when the summer’s over?

How long before distance becomes a chore?

I'm approaching with great, great trepidation.

I hope you’ll understand.

Before you speak think about what you're trying to say.

Who else is there to blame for miscommunication?

You're getting caught up in the excitement.

You making promises you can’t keep.You need to leave all your options open.

Too much momentum.

This room feels like it's going to explode.

Too many angles.

Too many factors to cover.

Waiting for signal.

You're searching for network.

You have to fight to stay in control of the situation.

Anxiety, Anxiety you give me no mercy.

Grind my teeth smooth and flat in my sleep.

We took some pills to calm us down.

Then we needed help to come back up.

Just trying to stay in control of the situation.

Too much momentum.

This room feels like it's going to explode.

Too many angles.

Too many factors to cover.

Waiting for signal.

You're searching for network.

You have to fight to stay in control of the situation.

They fall apart so easily.

Too much momentum.

This room feels like it's going to explode.

Too many angles.

Too many factors to cover.

Waiting for signal.

You're searching for network.

You have to fight to stay in control.

You have to fight to stay in control.

No, you don’t have to fight to stay in control of the situation.

im fucking hate you


i got so many problem here and i fucking dont know how im going to continue my life here. im always know someday our relationship will end because of me. im fucking love you until i cant thinking rationally right now. im fucking high and i never used to it. i cant feel anything right now because my head was so dizzy untill i cant see every alphabets on my keyboard. im just started to typing all the shit here because i dont have anyone to talk bout it. how im going to release my stress unless you talk to me and give me the reason why we should end our relationship. we used to be happy together before and we used to ignore everything that came towards us. we fight everything and we conquer all our feeling to be a happy couple. im fucking damn crying all the time because of you. why you never consider my feeling and my fucking problem. its all about my life and im hope that you will always understand me but everything that i expected from you was never true. you leave me hanging in the middle of nowhere. you decided everything before you talk to me first.


' sit together and slow talk' (someone had said it before)


but you never want to listen me.


nevermind starting from now i will be a heartless person. i swear is true.



sorry because i hurt you and thank for everything.



haha t' emosi la plak minah nih. jgn percaya with every single words thats come from me. sebab aku tipu ja tuh. (yaka?)

D R U N K


IM DRUNK BECAUSE OF U


IM GET SICK BECAUSE OF U


IM VERY HURT BECAUSE OF U


IM REALLY PAIN BECAUSE OF U




BUT U...


JUST IGNORE ME AND ASK ME TO GO DIE SOMEMORE





L O V E

DO WE NEED LOVE???

YES!!!!!


BUT FOR NOW IM PREFER TO LOVE THIS MORE THAN

EVERYTHING! =))







ask me for :
1. fall in love with cigar
2. fall in love with ' human'
which 1 is better????
linlin will reply : is better if im sick because of 'cigar' because is more pain100 when the person who you are love hurt u.