I PROMISE AND I WILL

Mood : Happy =)))

AGAINST ME- Borne On The FM Waves Of The Heart

No, it's not what we meant to say.

We don’t really love each other.

What happens when the summer’s over?

How long before distance becomes a chore?

I'm approaching with great, great trepidation.

I hope you’ll understand.

Before you speak think about what you're trying to say.

Who else is there to blame for miscommunication?

You're getting caught up in the excitement.

You making promises you can’t keep.You need to leave all your options open.

Too much momentum.

This room feels like it's going to explode.

Too many angles.

Too many factors to cover.

Waiting for signal.

You're searching for network.

You have to fight to stay in control of the situation.

Anxiety, Anxiety you give me no mercy.

Grind my teeth smooth and flat in my sleep.

We took some pills to calm us down.

Then we needed help to come back up.

Just trying to stay in control of the situation.

Too much momentum.

This room feels like it's going to explode.

Too many angles.

Too many factors to cover.

Waiting for signal.

You're searching for network.

You have to fight to stay in control of the situation.

They fall apart so easily.

Too much momentum.

This room feels like it's going to explode.

Too many angles.

Too many factors to cover.

Waiting for signal.

You're searching for network.

You have to fight to stay in control.

You have to fight to stay in control.

No, you don’t have to fight to stay in control of the situation.

im fucking hate you

i got so many problem here and i fucking dont know how im going to continue my life here. im always know someday our relationship will end because of me. im fucking love you until i cant thinking rationally right now. im fucking high and i never used to it. i cant feel anything right now because my head was so dizzy untill i cant see every alphabets on my keyboard. im just started to typing all the shit here because i dont have anyone to talk bout it. how im going to release my stress unless you talk to me and give me the reason why we should end our relationship. we used to be happy together before and we used to ignore everything that came towards us. we fight everything and we conquer all our feeling to be a happy couple. im fucking damn crying all the time because of you. why you never consider my feeling and my fucking problem. its all about my life and im hope that you will always understand me but everything that i expected from you was never true. you leave me hanging in the middle of nowhere. you decided everything before you talk to me first.

' sit together and slow talk' (someone had said it before)

but you never want to listen me.

nevermind starting from now i will be a heartless person. i swear is true.

sorry because i hurt you and thank for everything.

haha t' emosi la plak minah nih. jgn percaya with every single words thats come from me. sebab aku tipu ja tuh. (yaka?)

D R U N K

IM DRUNK BECAUSE OF U

IM GET SICK BECAUSE OF U

IM VERY HURT BECAUSE OF U

IM REALLY PAIN BECAUSE OF U

BUT U...

JUST IGNORE ME AND ASK ME TO GO DIE SOMEMORE

L O V E

DO WE NEED LOVE???

YES!!!!!

BUT FOR NOW IM PREFER TO LOVE THIS MORE THAN

EVERYTHING! =))

ask me for :

1. fall in love with cigar

2. fall in love with ' human'

which 1 is better????

linlin will reply : is better if im sick because of 'cigar' because is more pain100 when the person who you are love hurt u.

i want to be super extremely thin!!!!!!

lately, dlm kepala otak macam : aku nak kurus. aku taknak makan. aku sangat sangat nak kurus.

Put no other task above getting thin. Make a commitment to exercise, any exercise. Make a commitment to diet, any good diet will do. No, i don’t need the next guru diet book. No, i don’t need to fly to the Bahamas to shop for groceries. No i don’t really need a gym membership.

i just need i. i need a dedicated mind. i need massive weight loss desire. i need to be willing to sacrifice now to have what i want later.

but can i manage it? can i look slim and let other people do shut their mouth from talking about me?? stop them from saying ' lin u look more chubby now' or stop them from shouting 'linlin is fat now!!!' do you know guys, i really get sick and depressed when i heard someone said something like that to me. i dont know what is going wrong with me. but i really cant stand with it. so here i try my besh to loss weight.

before that check my daily routines :

* practical(morning or evening shift)

*online

*shower and wash uniform(without washer machine)

*sleep

almost everyday i will end my day with this activities. i cant find the right time to do exercise and its hard for me to find a balance diet here. how im going to loss my weight???!!!!!

i dont want to be an aneroxia [Anorexia nervosa is a psychiatric illness that describes an eating disorder characterized by extremely low body weight and body image distortion with an obsessive fear of gaining weight. Individuals with anorexia nervosa are known to control body weight commonly through the means of voluntary starvation, excessive exercise, or other weight control measures such as diet pills or diuretic drugs. While the condition primarily affects adolescent females, approximately 10% of people with the diagnosis are male.Anorexia nervosa, involving neurobiological, psychological, and sociological components, is a complex condition that can lead to death in the most severe cases. ]

somebody! can you fucking tell me how im going to loss weight and how to slow down my tyres factory from getting produces more and more spare tyres??!!!

kaya la makcik ni duk jual tyres spare part hari2. nak beli kat makcik?? makcik bagi diskaun.nak tak???!

*geezzz* its really *********

ok this is how i look like :

gmbar jauh nampak kurus tapi hakikat nya.................rumah tuh pon hilang kalau aku berdiri depan2.(tipu tp betul)

gig for this coming weekend at cherating terengganu.

he ask me to come along.

i will my dear =))

hati berkata : tak jauh sangat ke sampai nak pi ganu. isnin aku kerja kot.