SORRY!!

i'm sorry chenta

gara2 semalam tak contact.

tidur pun alone without him.

pagi2 in the class tak dapat tahan

then i text him "fuck you"

suddenly he replied he was in hospital.

i'm so shock and feel very guilty.

i thought he was lying but the truth it is still truth.

i'm sorry because of me you need to go through all of this things.

=(((

i feel very bad.

(cepat2 la habis period!!! taknak jadi emo2! i really cant control it!)

but in evening,

you make me sad again...

i was crying while eating because of you..

cakap nak makan sama2 tapi awak turun main bola tampar.

saya beli nasi goreng sebab nak makan sama2 ngan awak.

tapi awak tak ingat. awak tinggal saya macam tuh aja.

*sedih*

it should be "fuck you"

fuck you means fuck me.

aishhh.... i totally not in a mood to do everything!

kenapa?? maybe sebab my hormone level is not stabil bermaksud i having my menstrual right now.

at 1 point i can really change myself and become a berserk. ( its for real girls. try to believe me. )

but dear,

i really hope you can deal with it. ( can you??? )

can i expected something like that from you?

i guess nope because you already make me feel macam mahu lempar2 mobile phone saya ni.

im sorry but i really cant handle it. its way beyond my capabilities.

i just wish we can happy together. tapi bak kata orang tua hidup tak selalu nya manis.( aih ada ka peribahasa macam ni??? hahaha )

nvm,

by right saya try to take it.

or maybe i need to do something that can make me more happy =))

wooow tulis blog sambil makan kek pisang cicah hot milk!

ouh! sekarang jam 0234,

my housemates semua dah tidur dan aku macam burung hantu ni baru bangun dari tido jam 0100 tadi.

ouh lupa!! my purpose bangun ni nak study for this becoming test!!! it should be on friday.

then i should get myself to study now!!

bye.

NIGHT

i just miss you................

*finish*

WE ARE FRIENDS

student nurse yang paling "baik"

yeah we do love each others!!!

we shared our food together even i was sick, ( if i got tb 4 sure u guys pon dapat, dun even scared kan??? cross infection tuh!!!)

we shared our money together when we 'pokai'. ngeee.....

we be aim together by our lecturers, ( bcoz we are 'good girl' but aku la yang paling baik jarang ponteng class compared to kamu dua. hihi watch out ko jira because ko suda dapat warning letter dari miss haryati ).

we go enjoys together when we sad. ( cuma aku tak wit sekali korang. haha )

then, why not my fwens Cassandra Debbie Asri and Siti Nadzirah we die together..... hahahaha....

i love both of you!!!!!

si sasan yang memahami,

sasan : ko gado sama iman?

me : mana ko taw?

sasan : tuh muka ko macam babi..

me : hahahahaha.. ko taw jak kan.

sasan : mesti la.

si jira yang sengal,

jira : eeeee geram!!! maw geget!!!

me : oi oi oi jangan geget aku!!! gilak!!!

sambil jira tarik2 tangan aku maw geget. tangan aku tolak2 kepala dia menahan dari kena geget tapi si gemuk nih kuat. aku kena jugak geget. selama beberapa minggu aku kena geget di dalam kelas jadi aku tukar position ngan si san. hahaha oooo ngan san ko xmaw geget eh jira!!!!! sama aku jak kan??? babun betoi...

JIRA

SASAN

BUAH HATI

buah hati kesayangan. saya sayang dia. hanya orang yang cute boleh da dalam hati saya. hihi

everyday he will keep remind me that " he loves me so much "

Muhammad Nur Iman si chumil saya!

S U N D A Y M O R N I N G

ONLY BORING PEOPLE ARE BORED!! haha... so what?? im used to be a boring girl. what a big deal?? tengok header pun dah taw.

sangat pelik habit aku yang macam minta puji ni bila aku hari2 bangun awal pagi.every day after 7 am aku akan terjaga. pergi toilet,BO ( my bowel patterns every morning) ,gurgle (Listerine terbaek),wash my face ( without facial foam ) , when i talking about toilet i just want to let you know that our lampu toilet still cannot functioning!!!! oi pakcik yusop bila hang na mai buat balik lampu toilet nih??? dekat tiga bulan aku mandi,basuh kain,berak,kencing,cuci muka,gosok gigi,kumur dalam gelap kot.... $%$%%^$%#%#$^&%*^

sumpah bengang!!al maklum la kami tak pandai na pebetoi sendiri natang tuh. hundred times da p report haram na mai pebetoi. jangan sampai i jadi berserk!! haha

hari ini hari ahad.. every passing weekend should be very boring unless my buah hati come and visit me!! we will spend time together, ketawa teruk2 sama2, i kacau u u kacau i, u lari2 sebab kena geletek ngan i, u geget2 i without any reason... sumpah i miss u dear... you should be my best friend i ever had because you know me well and i cant even lying a single things to you. so im not suppose to be a good liar. =P

im wondering if you also feel the same ways dear! oh!!!! you do!!! i know you well buah hati.

here i am stuck all alone in my room.. aku jealous!!!!! dari semalam hafiz dengan akma... waaa.... i nak u i nak u!! i mish u!!! pagi2 akma bangun and masak untuk hafiz because his going back today. oh so sweet you know! aku sangat2 jealous!! T_T

this is another story, flu and cough masih sama.. tak baek2!!!! why??? seminggu dah kot...

yesterday my suptum contain blood..tapi aku tak surprise pun because that night aku batuk sangat teruk. no wonder la pagi2 suptum aku ada darah.

in the lab

friday

C I : whose that girl just now??? Ross.... Rosssma..... (she cant even pronounce my name..ggrrr)

before i went to get cross for bone marrow puncture i done with taking blood specimen so this clinical instructor who conduct the procedure had said something about me to the others. ( akma told me yesterday)

friend : Rosmazlen miss..

C I : yes she is.. ask she to see a doctor. she cough so bad. maybe got something. the sound of her cough also different. its not a normal coughing.

friend : shout at me.. linnnn!!!!!!!!

but i just ignored it because aku too focus on bone marrow puncture.

so semalam aku keluar pergi kedai kejap beli ubat batuk cap ibu dan anak.

haishhh..... tiba2 ja lapar.. nak pergi mam kejap la!!!!

i need to wear mask to prevent cross infection.

STREET PARTY by Nilai College United Society

here some photos taken during that night. July 28 2010
(hehe sorry i was took this photo from NCUS fb)

they are nursing students! you are rock my fwens!!!

her moves was killing us!

in this pic me sasan and jun. tangan aku macam minta api.

they were totally wet because of the water sprinkles.

we are sabahan rox! hihi sasan, jira, me n junior

the 'rapper'

that was our president 'Hosea Ross Mukri'. thank him.