21/05/10

its been a while that i wrote anything in my dear blog,

erm...today was the last day me in tampin hospital.

its just like a few days ago i was here but now i need to leave tampin and going back to nilai.

err going back to nilai means 'worst' and i will go through my hard days.

why?? because final exam is just around the corner and i did not even touch any note yet.

1st impression of mine being here was wrong because now i did not want to leave

this sweet home and sweet ward. theres a lot memories that was create here and everything was ended and started in tampin.

ouh, this picture was captured early in the morning by wada when we were waiting for the van and as you can see at the back of us is our current house.

this is my beloved clinical instructor, madam rahimah.

this picture was captured in kfc. maadam rahimah treated us kfc!!!! we love you madam!

last night

sasan : lin ko taw ka td tuh merupakan kali terakhir ko iron bj d tampin nih.

aku macam adesss......

sedih ni aku. macam aku tak nak tinggalkan tampin. padahal yg lain2 semua bersuka ria dan tak sabar2 nak tinggal kan tampin. kesian tampin. hahahaha

mungkin sebenar nya aku tak nak menghadapi FINAL EXAM!!!

adesss.....

kenapa la kau still nak nafikan lagi lin!

life must go on!!!!

we need to face everything that comes towards us!

even it is a FINAL EXAM!!

ouh man! im fucking scared!

final final final final final final

about two weeks to go then i will seat for my final!!!

zzzzzzzzzz........

ok...forget about the final or else i will get crazy soon.

WARD 4 ( male ward)

everyday i on duty in this ward. this ward was the best ward than others. its maybe because of the staffs there. they are really kind and willing to teach me everything and they also have a great sense of humor. its different things comes to female ward because the staffs there was quite fierce and very demand. oppsss im sory... i did not really mean it. but maybe its the truth.

so my CI had decided that we only need to stay in ward 4. =)) then my days always full with happiness. i would like to thank everyone that always stand with me and make my life cheerful!

and for now i want to excuse myself because im really hungry and i want to continue finish my kfc!!!

ngeee~~~

him

ini nur iman saya. dia student medical assistant. sekian.

im working on afternoon shift this week so i dont really have a time to update my blog.
=)

mood : super duper happy =))

Thank for brighten my life

i never miss to curve a smile on my face.

im so gratefull because i know u.

I PROMISE AND I WILL

Mood : Happy =)))

AGAINST ME- Borne On The FM Waves Of The Heart

No, it's not what we meant to say.

We don’t really love each other.

What happens when the summer’s over?

How long before distance becomes a chore?

I'm approaching with great, great trepidation.

I hope you’ll understand.

Before you speak think about what you're trying to say.

Who else is there to blame for miscommunication?

You're getting caught up in the excitement.

You making promises you can’t keep.You need to leave all your options open.

Too much momentum.

This room feels like it's going to explode.

Too many angles.

Too many factors to cover.

Waiting for signal.

You're searching for network.

You have to fight to stay in control of the situation.

Anxiety, Anxiety you give me no mercy.

Grind my teeth smooth and flat in my sleep.

We took some pills to calm us down.

Then we needed help to come back up.

Just trying to stay in control of the situation.

Too much momentum.

This room feels like it's going to explode.

Too many angles.

Too many factors to cover.

Waiting for signal.

You're searching for network.

You have to fight to stay in control of the situation.

They fall apart so easily.

Too much momentum.

This room feels like it's going to explode.

Too many angles.

Too many factors to cover.

Waiting for signal.

You're searching for network.

You have to fight to stay in control.

You have to fight to stay in control.

No, you don’t have to fight to stay in control of the situation.

im fucking hate you

i got so many problem here and i fucking dont know how im going to continue my life here. im always know someday our relationship will end because of me. im fucking love you until i cant thinking rationally right now. im fucking high and i never used to it. i cant feel anything right now because my head was so dizzy untill i cant see every alphabets on my keyboard. im just started to typing all the shit here because i dont have anyone to talk bout it. how im going to release my stress unless you talk to me and give me the reason why we should end our relationship. we used to be happy together before and we used to ignore everything that came towards us. we fight everything and we conquer all our feeling to be a happy couple. im fucking damn crying all the time because of you. why you never consider my feeling and my fucking problem. its all about my life and im hope that you will always understand me but everything that i expected from you was never true. you leave me hanging in the middle of nowhere. you decided everything before you talk to me first.

' sit together and slow talk' (someone had said it before)

but you never want to listen me.

nevermind starting from now i will be a heartless person. i swear is true.

sorry because i hurt you and thank for everything.

haha t' emosi la plak minah nih. jgn percaya with every single words thats come from me. sebab aku tipu ja tuh. (yaka?)