Monday Morning

title di atas sah2 menipu. aku baru je bangun jam 1500 tadi. aishh.. lately banyak betul aku habiskan masa dengan tidur. busan wey tak tawu na buat apa. plus tak de class lagi hari ni. nak gayut tapi iman kat hospital nga kerja. aktiviti hari ni macam aku nak pergi mam bakso. aku kempunan bakso sangat2 da ni. tapi jao kedai tuh. kena p ktm. tak pa. nak jugak. tapi sapa nak p mam ngan aku? semua pun pokai. hahaha

aku baru buat tumblr. cam besh je aku rasa natang tuh. ceh blog pun x t'update ni na men tumblr plak. x salah kan na try benda baru? haha aku ni ketinggalan betul. padahal natang tuh da lama je da. layan jela........

then, aku xtawu da na tulis apa ni.

my fucking sin

love every moments we spent together.

i want too. i'm missing having u around here.

currently listening to this song :

Enrique Iglesias - Heartbeat ft. Nicole Scherzinger
its really makes me go insane. its make me more mis u. =(

i wish u r here wif me chumil.

my dear nur iman

still u r not officially mine yet..

but i will keep u forever ...

till death do us part.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 !

hello peeps ! wooww we r in 2011 d. rasa cam xlambat lagi kan na wish sekarang? well, sangat bz eh x bz sangat but the prob is my line was so sux. biasalah penangan berukband. i know everyone will get the same thing happen to them. am i rite?
okie new year means i'm in new sem, everythings was went smoothly as i'm not having a pack day in my new semester. sem 3 was like oh okie, great we juz having 5 subject but then the subject was like tuuuttt..... i cant believe it i nid to start study history again.=.=
plus pengajian islam sumore. haha great i nid to deal wif it. that day in my 1st claz of agama i nid to wear a scarf ! waa everyone called me makcik. nvm. dats only for the 1st day bcuz got another student didnt do the same thing as i'm doin. oh hell yeah!!

today hari 7, sunday weekend sangat la busan. nothing to do, i juz stuck in my room wif my lappy. i wish to have some fun and get my ass out of here. tapi.. everyone is pokai. haha itu la masalah nya sekarang. biasalah tengah2 bulan la katakan. i'm totally out from my budget. gila lah. gara2 na enjoy sakan. bha terima la. haha

so new year. azam baru? i nope reli hv one. haha gila. everyone was talking bout their new azam but me?

okie la. my 10 list for dis 2011.

1. keep iman (i do luv him)
2. my priority still my family
3. have more fun wif fwens
4. colour my hair ( i wan dark brown, yea i kno i can cuz dis year i dun nid to go for posting.fthrmore, my hair colour already like a 'pilak' )
5. blackberry ( but i having a 2nd tot to hv sony xperia x10 too )
6. avoid to eat more n spend less money to food
7. play sports o exercise
8. keep maintain my pointer
9. grow up
10. be myself

okie speak soon.

little linlin

weekend yang agak tak membusankan. pagi-pagi dah bangun. err jam 1200 still di kira pagi kan? iman call kacau mimpi aku. haiz... mimpi best kot.. takpa nanti try continue malam ni pula. as i woke up terus capai lappy, facebooking kejap.
the picture above was captured by sasan in tampin. but baru hari ini aku edit and upload di fb. then petang around 15oo kami keluar makan. lewat makan gara2 ling, jun and ang kee bangun lambat. perut aku dah macam buat concert metal hardcore dah tunggu diorang keluar.



skype dengan hubby yang terchenta petang tadi!
-melepaskan rindu di dada.

muncul kembali

time : 0300

venue : room (kepala batas)

agak lama di situ.. sejak bila aku stop buat blog aku pun lupa dah.. maybe start dari berukband aku buat hal dulu ++ bz with my life. many things happened through out the times and i try my best to cope with it. erm2.. macam biasa lewat2 malam baru dapat blogging. tak dapat tido dari tadi because suddenly he is missing. i keep calling but no answers from him.

dear,

u sangat aneh la, kenapa tiba2 hilang?

u kata u watch movie with ur 'nazir'

but dalam masa yg sangat singkat u

dah tak reply my msg. i keep calling u

pun tak da jawapan.

untuk menenang kan hati (think positive- maybe he fall asleep)

penat dengan extra class dari 0800-1700. tapi what happen to your

movie and nazir?? aishhhh stop thinking bad about him! choi!

to my friends ling, junjun, ang kee,

wo hen kai xin plays 'poker' together just now. =P

akma tolong ketawa saja memandang kan dia tak pandai main. ngee

well then, tomorrow is off day (sunday) so i don't need to bother about the times

(masa itu emas)

-stop from writing for a while

*excited-got a call from him

SAH DIA TERTIDO while watching the movie just now (legend office)-entah la muvi apa tuh.

tengah on call tapi tangan still menaip.

digi easy free call to 3 buddies , tak tahu la berapa bulan pulak tahan

before this we are using digi campus for about a month kot then kena tukar ke digi prepaid

pape jela... the most important things here dapat gayut 24hours

hahahaha gila kan? kami memang gila..

aku kat kepala batas buat praktikal kat sini. kena stay sampai dua bulan so da habis sebulan kat sini and still tinggal another one month to go. chayok2!!

-to be continued

tomorrow.

nak gayut dengan chenta saya.

happy fasting!

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN!!

agak bz untuk update blog. =)

mari berpuasa!

KAWAN BILIK

this is my roommate. names siti zulaikha ronalds! hihi... a very kind hearted person.
tahap kesengalan kurang sedikit. sangat2 loyal ngn boifren dy. ngeeee tak boleh tulis banyak2 sal dy nih sbb dy pun da blog. kunk aku kena sembelih ngan dy. hihi
kami minum teh orang kampung sama2 semalam. nasib baik tak masuk toilet pun sama2. tapi memang terbaik la!!!! jum kita teruskan dengan misi kita ika!!!!!

chenta

chenta saya sangat sweet +++ chumil.. hehe

i love u chenta.

sedih sangat hari ni.. sangat2 la sedih sebab tak dapat gayut ngan chenta macam hari2 yang lain. semua gara2 DIGI sial. sekarang chenta dah tidur, tak dapat nak dengar dah bunyi2 pelik contoh berdengkur. hohoho....tak pun kadang2 chenta mengigau kadang2 chenta merapu-rapu. hahahaha sumpah lucu. chenta!!!!! i mish u!! minta kawan awak doraemon cepat kan masa chenta! boleh kita jumpa!!! aishh lambat lagi nih boleh jumpa! esok weekend rasa macam nak jumpa chenta. tapi jauh..... T_T

swear i mish u.

our photo during sem break. chenta datang cuti di rumah saya. (cuti la kunun) hehe..
i mish every moments we had spent together chenta!

OH DIGI SIAL!!!

here aku nak fuck fuck fuck digi million times!!!

how could you ( digi campus yang bajet free ) changed our status plan without notices us first!

oi digi!!!! why suddenly you changed our status plan????!!!! why??? ( dasar meniri kan pengguna )

DIGI CAMPUS ---->> DIGI PREPAID

haish!!! aku betul2 marah. if not because of our status have been change dah lama aku still gayut2 ngan chenta aku. oi oi oi oi oi change back our plan status bodoh!!!

aku nak report kat pejabat consumer.

ini nama nya menipu!

chenta call digi,

alasan status plan kami di tukar : bergayut lebih dari 100mins.

oiii before ni cakap after tolak rm2 kami da boleh bergayut 24hours.

unfair ni..

first promotion kata lain after client da guna kata lain.

nak jadi keling ka???

dasar digi betul.

aku nak bakar markas digi!!!!!!!

bodoh gila digi ni!!!!

chenta!! jom boikot digi!!!

it is also known as taikgi! (taik+digi)

p/s : DONT EVER TRUST THIS BLOODY IDIOT DIGI!!!!

SORRY!!

i'm sorry chenta

gara2 semalam tak contact.

tidur pun alone without him.

pagi2 in the class tak dapat tahan

then i text him "fuck you"

suddenly he replied he was in hospital.

i'm so shock and feel very guilty.

i thought he was lying but the truth it is still truth.

i'm sorry because of me you need to go through all of this things.

=(((

i feel very bad.

(cepat2 la habis period!!! taknak jadi emo2! i really cant control it!)

but in evening,

you make me sad again...

i was crying while eating because of you..

cakap nak makan sama2 tapi awak turun main bola tampar.

saya beli nasi goreng sebab nak makan sama2 ngan awak.

tapi awak tak ingat. awak tinggal saya macam tuh aja.

*sedih*

it should be "fuck you"

fuck you means fuck me.

aishhh.... i totally not in a mood to do everything!

kenapa?? maybe sebab my hormone level is not stabil bermaksud i having my menstrual right now.

at 1 point i can really change myself and become a berserk. ( its for real girls. try to believe me. )

but dear,

i really hope you can deal with it. ( can you??? )

can i expected something like that from you?

i guess nope because you already make me feel macam mahu lempar2 mobile phone saya ni.

im sorry but i really cant handle it. its way beyond my capabilities.

i just wish we can happy together. tapi bak kata orang tua hidup tak selalu nya manis.( aih ada ka peribahasa macam ni??? hahaha )

nvm,

by right saya try to take it.

or maybe i need to do something that can make me more happy =))

wooow tulis blog sambil makan kek pisang cicah hot milk!

ouh! sekarang jam 0234,

my housemates semua dah tidur dan aku macam burung hantu ni baru bangun dari tido jam 0100 tadi.

ouh lupa!! my purpose bangun ni nak study for this becoming test!!! it should be on friday.

then i should get myself to study now!!

bye.

NIGHT

i just miss you................

*finish*

WE ARE FRIENDS

student nurse yang paling "baik"

yeah we do love each others!!!

we shared our food together even i was sick, ( if i got tb 4 sure u guys pon dapat, dun even scared kan??? cross infection tuh!!!)

we shared our money together when we 'pokai'. ngeee.....

we be aim together by our lecturers, ( bcoz we are 'good girl' but aku la yang paling baik jarang ponteng class compared to kamu dua. hihi watch out ko jira because ko suda dapat warning letter dari miss haryati ).

we go enjoys together when we sad. ( cuma aku tak wit sekali korang. haha )

then, why not my fwens Cassandra Debbie Asri and Siti Nadzirah we die together..... hahahaha....

i love both of you!!!!!

si sasan yang memahami,

sasan : ko gado sama iman?

me : mana ko taw?

sasan : tuh muka ko macam babi..

me : hahahahaha.. ko taw jak kan.

sasan : mesti la.

si jira yang sengal,

jira : eeeee geram!!! maw geget!!!

me : oi oi oi jangan geget aku!!! gilak!!!

sambil jira tarik2 tangan aku maw geget. tangan aku tolak2 kepala dia menahan dari kena geget tapi si gemuk nih kuat. aku kena jugak geget. selama beberapa minggu aku kena geget di dalam kelas jadi aku tukar position ngan si san. hahaha oooo ngan san ko xmaw geget eh jira!!!!! sama aku jak kan??? babun betoi...

JIRA

SASAN

BUAH HATI

buah hati kesayangan. saya sayang dia. hanya orang yang cute boleh da dalam hati saya. hihi

everyday he will keep remind me that " he loves me so much "

Muhammad Nur Iman si chumil saya!

S U N D A Y M O R N I N G

ONLY BORING PEOPLE ARE BORED!! haha... so what?? im used to be a boring girl. what a big deal?? tengok header pun dah taw.

sangat pelik habit aku yang macam minta puji ni bila aku hari2 bangun awal pagi.every day after 7 am aku akan terjaga. pergi toilet,BO ( my bowel patterns every morning) ,gurgle (Listerine terbaek),wash my face ( without facial foam ) , when i talking about toilet i just want to let you know that our lampu toilet still cannot functioning!!!! oi pakcik yusop bila hang na mai buat balik lampu toilet nih??? dekat tiga bulan aku mandi,basuh kain,berak,kencing,cuci muka,gosok gigi,kumur dalam gelap kot.... $%$%%^$%#%#$^&%*^

sumpah bengang!!al maklum la kami tak pandai na pebetoi sendiri natang tuh. hundred times da p report haram na mai pebetoi. jangan sampai i jadi berserk!! haha

hari ini hari ahad.. every passing weekend should be very boring unless my buah hati come and visit me!! we will spend time together, ketawa teruk2 sama2, i kacau u u kacau i, u lari2 sebab kena geletek ngan i, u geget2 i without any reason... sumpah i miss u dear... you should be my best friend i ever had because you know me well and i cant even lying a single things to you. so im not suppose to be a good liar. =P

im wondering if you also feel the same ways dear! oh!!!! you do!!! i know you well buah hati.

here i am stuck all alone in my room.. aku jealous!!!!! dari semalam hafiz dengan akma... waaa.... i nak u i nak u!! i mish u!!! pagi2 akma bangun and masak untuk hafiz because his going back today. oh so sweet you know! aku sangat2 jealous!! T_T

this is another story, flu and cough masih sama.. tak baek2!!!! why??? seminggu dah kot...

yesterday my suptum contain blood..tapi aku tak surprise pun because that night aku batuk sangat teruk. no wonder la pagi2 suptum aku ada darah.

in the lab

friday

C I : whose that girl just now??? Ross.... Rosssma..... (she cant even pronounce my name..ggrrr)

before i went to get cross for bone marrow puncture i done with taking blood specimen so this clinical instructor who conduct the procedure had said something about me to the others. ( akma told me yesterday)

friend : Rosmazlen miss..

C I : yes she is.. ask she to see a doctor. she cough so bad. maybe got something. the sound of her cough also different. its not a normal coughing.

friend : shout at me.. linnnn!!!!!!!!

but i just ignored it because aku too focus on bone marrow puncture.

so semalam aku keluar pergi kedai kejap beli ubat batuk cap ibu dan anak.

haishhh..... tiba2 ja lapar.. nak pergi mam kejap la!!!!

i need to wear mask to prevent cross infection.

STREET PARTY by Nilai College United Society

here some photos taken during that night. July 28 2010
(hehe sorry i was took this photo from NCUS fb)

they are nursing students! you are rock my fwens!!!

her moves was killing us!

in this pic me sasan and jun. tangan aku macam minta api.

they were totally wet because of the water sprinkles.

we are sabahan rox! hihi sasan, jira, me n junior

the 'rapper'

that was our president 'Hosea Ross Mukri'. thank him.

kandang rumah pondok

woooo... woooo.... good morning. its almost 4am tapi mata aku cam berat lagi na tidur nih. ok the picture up there is nothing to do dengan blog aku hari ni. im having flu right now plus2 batuk sekali. damn fucking hate!!! dah berapa hari im not feeling well nak kata x makan ubat aku cam makan ja and 1 more thing!!! ada ulcer kat gusi aku!!! eeeuuuwww... cubaan memberus gigi dengan cepat telah menyebab kan gusi aku yang macam sihat nih luka!!!! waaa.... what a bad day! everything going to be wrong dengan sore throat lagi then aku macam kena stop taking my nyawa. then skarang tinggal body without nyawa, mayat hidup la namanya!

whole day class tadi cuma lab practice and aku macam cuba untuk dapatkan cross sebanyak yg mungkin.

semua procedures macam *tuuttt* ..then tadi macam cuba practice ambil darah dekat tgn jira tapi failed!!!! sux! im sorry jira T_T

so membabi la aku dlm lab sampai jam 5 baru pulang.

ouh!!!! i almost forgot!

last nyte, i went to street party with my friends..

OMG! (starting song for rnb) it was fucking fun.

this event student college ak jugak yang buat.

as a member club aku pun pergi la support

tapi macam ouh party sabahan aja.

we dance at car park in the college dengan water sprinkles around us. ( semua WET )

erm2 not bad... we have a great time last night. i hope event macam ni akan ada lagi.

ouh aku macam nak cakap nursing students are the best!!!! beraksi dengan liar that night especially kawan2 aku. hehe nama pun nursing student mesti lah semua kawan aku.

the party over around 11 sumthing aku lupa la... sebab our president si hosea takut kami semua tak attend class arini. hahaha... tak da makna nya hosea. finish about party.

mama i mish u badly =((

nak call tapi macam da terlalu late sangat nih..

damn.. i should get myself to sleep now otherwise i will get "love letter" tomorrow.

* notification letter* i got once last sem and the letter straight go to my home!!!

then,

my mobile phone memekak sebab dia nak suruh mama plak membebel because surat cinta dari college sampai rumah gara2 ponteng class. jadi pengajaran nya cuba2 lah rajin kan diri pergi class. hahaha

( tapi macam niat tak nak pergi class) hehe =P

enuf.

RINDU

walaweh, lamanya aku tak berblog ni.. what is really happen? jangan tanya. maybe sebab terlampau banyak stalker yang macam tak ada kerja lain nak buat. nama pun 'stalker' so paham2 sahaja la. It almost 3am tapi aku tak tidur lagi. tiba2 aja rasa na bukak natang blog nih.

tadi sempat lagi baca blog sendiri dan rasa tersangat la lama tak update blog nih. so i already in semester 2 and macam aku da start class about 3 weeks ago. before that aku berholiday about 1 month kat rumah. that means ' HEAVEN '. aku macam nak nanges bila masuk sem 2 sebab subjek susah and aku langsung tak boleh fokus dalam kelas. kenapa?? sebab aku asyek kena geget ngan jira. hehe kiddin dear =)

haha i was laughing when i read back my previous blog post sebab i was scared about the final. so the result already go to my mum =))
on that day, i was so surprised because i can scored in final. my pointer was just like 3. and above. macam tak silap aku 3.87.
dalam2 surprised tuh ada jugak tak puas hati sebab psychology aku B. after that baru aku sedar bahawasanya assigmnent itu sangat2 la penting dan ia sangat2 membantu for final exam.

dan setahu aku esok pagi2 aku da test medical and surgical nursing II. tapi aku still wonder apa yang aku buat lagi nih. tak tidur dan tak study. jadi esok aku nak jawab apa? jawab blog and facebook dalam test? huhu....
then dengan ini, aku nak melabuh kan tirai buat sementara waktu =PP

gud nyte!